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My Story: The Dream I Could Never Let Go Of

Mar 8, 2021
7 min read

Updated: Oct 11

When I was a child, I was fascinated by superheroes. I loved the idea of stepping into another world, becoming someone different, and telling stories that made people feel something. Whenever there was an annual day performance at school, I enjoyed being on stage. At the time, I did not fully understand what acting meant to me. I just knew that there was something about performing that made me feel alive.

As I grew older, that passion slowly faded into the background. Opportunities became fewer, and life began taking me in other directions. Acting became something I remembered fondly rather than something I actively pursued. But sometimes, the things we think we have left behind find their way back to us.

The Moment Everything Changed

In Grade 11, I was part of an English class project to make a short film. By chance, I ended up on a team that needed someone to play a female character. I was the last student assigned to the group, and I took on the role. What might have seemed like an ordinary school assignment became a turning point for me. Being in front of the camera reminded me how much I loved performing. That feeling I had experienced as a child came rushing back.

Around the same time, a friend asked me to act in a film while I was preparing for my SATs. I wanted to do it so badly that I even tried to find a way to leave early and make it to the shoot. My father stopped me, and I did not get to go.

Looking back, that moment stayed with me because of how strongly I wanted to be there. It made me realize that acting was not simply something I enjoyed when it was convenient. It was something I was willing to go out of my way for. Even when I could not pursue it, the desire was still there.

My parents wanted me to have a stable future. Like many parents, they wanted me to choose an education that would give me options and financial security. I understood their concerns, so I focused on my studies and tried to be practical. For a while, acting became a dream I kept to myself, something I imagined pursuing one day but could not quite picture turning into a career.

Giving Myself a Chance

I eventually attended Indiana University Bloomington, where I pursued my academic studies while carrying that old dream with me. I decided to take a beginner acting class, partly because I wanted to reconnect with something I had missed.

I made a promise to myself: if I could do well in the class, I would take the possibility of becoming a professional actor seriously.

I earned an A+.

The grade itself mattered, but what it represented mattered more. I had challenged myself in something I genuinely cared about, and I had done well. It gave me the confidence to stop treating acting as an unrealistic fantasy and start considering what it might look like to pursue it with real commitment.

It also helped my parents understand that this was not a passing interest. They began to see how much acting meant to me, and I was fortunate to have their support as I continued exploring it.

I went on to complete a minor in Theatre at Indiana University. My education gave me a foundation, but it also taught me something about myself: I did not want to spend my life wondering what might have happened if I had given this dream a genuine chance.

Finding My Way to New York

I knew that loving acting was not enough. If I wanted to pursue it seriously, I had to train, make mistakes, challenge myself, and keep improving. I wanted to understand the craft beyond simply wanting to be on screen.

That desire took me to New York City, where I had the opportunity to train at the Lee Strasberg Theatre & Film Institute. Being offered a scholarship was a particularly meaningful moment in my journey. It encouraged me to keep believing in my potential and reminded me that the years I had spent holding onto this dream were leading me somewhere.

At Lee Strasberg, I studied Discovering the Method, which challenged me to look inward and think more deeply about the emotional truth behind a character. I began to appreciate that acting is about much more than memorising lines or delivering a performance. It is about listening, responding, being vulnerable, and finding the humanity in another person's circumstances.

For someone who had spent years questioning whether acting could become more than a childhood dream, the opportunity to train in New York and be offered that scholarship meant a great deal. It was another reason to take this passion seriously and continue pushing myself beyond what felt comfortable.

I continued learning through further training at the New York Film Academy, Toronto Film School, and other acting studios. Every class and every experience gave me something new to consider. I learned that growth as an actor requires patience and a willingness to keep exploring, even when the answers are not immediately clear.

I know I still have much to learn, but that is part of what keeps me drawn to the craft. There is always another perspective to discover, another layer to a character, and another way to become more truthful in a performance.

A Birthday I Will Never Forget

One of the most memorable moments of my journey came when I booked the role of Dr. Alex Mathers in Stranger Things: The Experience produced by NETFLIX on my birthday.

The timing made the experience especially meaningful. At that point in my life, I was questioning myself. I wondered whether I was good enough, whether I was truly capable of making a career out of acting, and whether I was right to keep pursuing something so uncertain.

Then this opportunity came along.

Booking the role did not suddenly answer every question I had about my future. It did not mean the journey would become easy or that success was guaranteed. But it gave me something I desperately needed at that moment: a reason to believe that I was capable of moving forward.

It felt like a reminder of the younger version of myself who had loved performing, the student who had rediscovered that passion in a classroom, and the person who had travelled to New York to take the craft seriously. All those different versions of me had led to that moment.

I remember it not simply as a booking, but as a personal milestone. On a day when I was already reflecting on my life, I received an opportunity that reminded me why I had started in the first place.

Sometimes, you do not need someone to tell you that you are going to make it. Sometimes, you just need a moment that helps you believe you are allowed to keep trying.

For me, that was one of those moments.

Learning Through Every Experience

Since then, I have continued to pursue opportunities across theatre, short films, screen work, and immersive performance. Every project has offered a different challenge, and each has taught me something about preparation, collaboration, and the responsibility that comes with bringing a character to life.

I am particularly drawn to stories that explore people beyond their surfaces. I love drama, thrillers, action, romance, and character driven stories that allow an audience to experience the world through someone else's eyes. I am interested in the contradictions that make people human: the things they hide, the choices they regret, the relationships that change them, and the moments that reveal who they really are.

What excites me about acting is the opportunity to understand lives beyond my own. A character might be very different from me, but the work invites me to search for something recognizable in their experience. I believe that is where meaningful performances begin: not by judging a character, but by trying to understand them.

I also understand that building a career in this industry takes more than passion. It requires discipline, resilience, professionalism, and the willingness to keep learning through rejection and uncertainty. There will always be things outside my control, but I can control how prepared I am, how seriously I approach the work, and how much I continue to grow.

I am still developing my voice as an actor. I am still discovering the kinds of stories I want to tell and the kinds of characters I want to explore. I do not have every step mapped out, and I have learned that I do not need to.

What matters is continuing to show up.

Looking Ahead

When I look back, I see a journey that has not followed a straight line. There were times when acting felt distant, when practicality took priority, and when I questioned whether this dream could ever become a reality. There were also moments of encouragement, from earning that A+ in my first acting class to being offered a scholarship at Lee Strasberg and booking Stranger Things: The Experience on my birthday.

Each of those experiences has become part of the reason I continue.

Today, I am committed to growing as an actor and pursuing meaningful opportunities in film and television. I am open to working across Canada, the United States, and internationally, and I am willing to travel for the right projects. I want to collaborate with people who care about the stories they tell and who challenge me to bring more honesty, depth, and imagination to my work.

I know that there is still a long road ahead. I also know that I am no longer content to leave acting as a dream I might pursue someday. I want to give it the time, dedication, and courage it deserves.

For me, acting has never been only about being seen. It is about making people feel seen. It is about telling stories that stay with someone long after the screen goes dark or the curtain falls. If I can play even a small part in creating that kind of experience for an audience, then I will feel that I am doing something meaningful.

I began as a child who loved superheroes and school performances. Somewhere along the way, I nearly let that part of myself go. But the dream kept returning, through a school film, a university classroom, the training rooms of New York, and opportunities that arrived when I needed a reminder to believe in myself.

I am still at the beginning of what I hope will be a long journey. I cannot predict where it will lead, but I know why I am pursuing it.

This is my story so far. I hope the best chapters are still ahead.




 
 
 

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